今日からブログ書きます。

以前もブログ書いていたことがあるんですけど、

なんとなくやめちゃって。

 

また書きます。

嫌になったら、また、やめちゃうかも。

 

私には高校の時から社会人になって、そしてお互いに結婚するまで仲の良かった友人がいます。

33歳になった主婦の私は、もう彼女を連絡を取り合って遊ぶ気は起りません。

なぜなら彼女のことを考えると嫉妬の気持ちでいっぱいになって苦しいからです。

 

一緒にいて楽しい時もありましたが、彼女といるとなぜか、

私だけが彼女を好きなのかなという寂しい気持ちになることが多かったように

今になって思うのです。

 

というのもいつも私から彼女を遊びに誘っていました。

メールは彼女からたまに来るのですが、内容は「○○ちゃん、元気かな?寒いね体調には気を付けようね」や、

「お休みはどこに旅行に行くのかな?」とか私と遊びに行くためのめーるではなく、

状況を聞いてくるだけという変なメールしか送ってこないのです( ;∀;)

 

 

そういう子だけど、一緒に遊んでいると私の好きなところにいけるし、話も聞いてくれるし、いいかなと思っていたのですが、

それでもやはりたまには遊びに誘ってほしかったです(ノД`)・゜・。

 

そして彼女のことがなんだか常識がないのかもと思い始めたのは、彼女の結婚式からでした。

花嫁のスピーチで彼女は自分のご両親に感謝の言葉を述べただけで、ご主人のご両親に、これからよろしくお願いします、という言葉がなかったのです。

 

そんなことくらいで、と思うかもしれませんが、私はなんだかほんとにしっくりこなかったのです。

 

そして彼女は新居ができたよというメールをくれたので、できたから遊びに来てって、行ってくれればいいのにと思いながら、

遊びに行きたいなと送ったら、いいよと言われたので、手土産をもっていきました。

 

そして彼女は家のことを教えてくれたのですが、全て彼女のご両親がお金を出して立ててくれたそうです(@_@)

そして彼も、彼のご両親もお金を彼女のご両親に出してもらっているのでいつも、お礼を言ってくれると言うのです。

 

それもその家は、彼女のご両親の家のすぐ隣でした。

だから結婚式でも彼のご両親に挨拶をしなくても平気なんだと思ってしまいました(´;ω;`)

 

そして彼女は私の家に遊びに来たときは手土産もなく、私が用意したケーキを食べて何もお礼も言わず、

ずいぶん大きな荷物持ってきたなと思って、ひょっとして新婚旅行のお土産?と期待したのですが、

小さなナッツ一つだけで、袋に入っていたのは、結婚式のアルバムでした。

 

こちらが頼んでいないのに、勝手にアルバム持ってきて、しかも私式にでたから知ってるのに、見せてきて、馬鹿か、この子はと思いました(# ゚Д゚)

友人に対して、嫉妬と常識のなさに失望して、連絡を取らなくなった今、心が軽くなって元気になりました。

 

心が小さいような、嫌な事、書いちゃった・・・

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